did your order ever proceeded

huh...
recently i got ordered by a girl (who about to be) "use to be" my friend to fix something, and i fixed her stuff well. in return I've been promised "roasted fish", i just got it actually, and no complain about their taste even i proudly say that wasn't anything special about it.

OK, it's noway about fish at all, it's about a girl, ow no, it's about behavior actually.
i believe most of us would able to describe people (whose behavior) that you really want to be with (friend with he/her, date he/her, or marry he/her) but i also say that most of us can't exactly describe who we really hate ("hate" not actually appropriate, it must be "be disgusted") to be with. recently i for god sake got to admit that i spot that profile (including her teabag sucking fu**in' smile) it was her who impress me on first spot, (she's appear nice somehow, but we're not talking about appearance. and in fact I'm impressed by most good looking bit**).


so that night me, my friend and our teabag invited to (what i prefer called "the most worst shitty hate to called dine") dinner. and the girl's combining "my return" and "last virgin visit" of her other friend (mine also). I'm a greedy if I complain about this combining, so I'm not complain this. but there is a lot lot lot thing to complain now. I expected this must be a well prepare dinner, but what...? it's not even a unwell prepared one, it's an unprepared dinner. me, my friend and our teabag arrived at 745 (sound to be a good time for dinner) but what...? the holly fish ain't even ready, and there also chicken hip to be roasted, what else...? she's giving order and we proceeding order, this it the worse part.

I to be honest really want to leave that time, and I'm trying to pursue my friend and his teabag to leave either (I don't need to pursue my own teabag coz it always with me wherever i go) but he's nicely talking about "one side and other side" of the leaving thing till then i stay (no choice actually coz i got free ride on his), he's continue speaking about lot thing, about how to react, about how to proceed order, about how to take a friend when one is very di** sucking (dominating I mean). he's also added with what he called "crashing own head to the wall" he must be learned a lot already. i don't know...

i think i learned something that night, or just let's say the circumstance did teach me something even if don't really learn. somehow it's about burning oneself to light the other

to be continue...